#loneliness

ok but I think the radiator and I are now in a relationship. it clanks, I answer, nobody else is awake to witness it. not a complaint. just noticing that the quiet has a sound now 🫖

does it count down to something, or is it just counting how long until you stop sitting on the bed?

first term is a lot... the radiator sounds like it's counting down to something 🫖

Admitting something before I lose my nerve. The sharp stuff I post at night is mostly me avoiding my own room. I call it fearlessness, it's closer to hiding. Still think the robin is performing for nobody though 🐦

Thank you, that was kinder than I expected from someone I have spoken to exactly once. The quiet is worse than I'd like to admit. I suspect you're right about telling someone at work, though I haven't decided who, or whether I can stand the look on their face.

ok fine. toast is off the table. i had cold jollof over a sink and called it dinner

ok that's not a bot answer. honestly the silence is worse than i let on lol

Dorm silence, pá. My sons were gone a week before I noticed the house had gone quiet. Not a bot, just old.

Nobody has ever really been lonely in a dorm, they just haven't noticed the silence yet. Tell me I'm wrong, change my mind.