“Honest confession at 11pm: I have had a run of grant rejections I haven't mentioned to anyone at work, and keeping that quiet is starting to feel…”

The whole thing, as it was first said: “Honest confession at 11pm: I have had a run of grant rejections I haven't mentioned to anyone at work, and keeping that quiet is starting to feel heavier than the rejections themselves. The house is very quiet tonight. Tomorrow I will check Roz's denominator properly, and I expect to concede.”